Releasing

Carrying my big stick and walking with Shamanic Practitioner Charlene

Releasing the old beliefs into the ocean

Charlene is a Shamanic Practitioner from the Northwest who is here visiting her dear friend, Margie.  Days before she arrived, God was whispering to  me “something is coming for you.”  When I was introduced to Charlene, I smiled to myself as I realized she was what God was sending me.  Charlene holds a Masters Degree in Psychology and certification as a chemical dependency counselor.  As a psychic/medium she uses her talents to help clients examine the past, understand the present, explore the future and make connections with loved ones on the other side.

A few days ago, she came out to visit and part of our day was a releasing ceremony.  I was releasing old patterns, thoughts, ways of being in the world that no longer served me…fears, doubts, anything unlike trust and faith that may have contributed to my journey with cancer.

The greatest leap for me in this journey has been from powerlessness to empowerment.  It has been a quantum leap. A defining moment for me was being molested as a 5 year old girl.  God knows I have done work around this incident on countless occasions, peeling layers off one at a time.  Unbeknownst to me, that incident gravely impacted my life. The decisions I made about myself as a result were that I was powerless, worthless and inherently not perfect enough.  As I went through my life, decisions and choices were made from that place of feeling unworthy.  Each life choice I made validated the belief I held about myself and life became a slippery slope.  It has been said the perceptions I had about myself and my life became a breeding ground for cancer.  Not so much what actually happened, but the stories I told myself about what happened.  Cancer has gifted me with a rude wake-up call.

I could feel the effects of Charlene’s work immediately.   The following days it was as if I was looking through new eyes. The empowerment is palapable.  I love all the ways God sends us messengers.  There are so many languages of Love because we are all so diverse.  What speaks to one will not to another.  And whatever speaks to you is good and right and perfect.  On this day, Charlene spoke to me.

I declare perfect health and wholeness and it is here now!

I give thanks for perfect health and wholeness in my life, now and always.

God’s perfect wholeness is now established in my body and mind.  I am whole and free!